Showing his true colors...

What do your kids mean to you? I personally would lay down my life for my girls. I would do whatever it took to have them safe and happy. I would never let them go. But that is me. Their father on the other hand offered to sign away his parental rights yesterday because I don't trust him with them. There is a reason I don't trust him. He has always complained or pitched a fit when I have asked him to keep the girls in the past because it was "my day off!" Stupid jerk. He never in the past showed my youngest daughter much attention. She was more of an inconvenience than her sister. Really? You can play favorites with your kids? He has lost his temper and blew up in front of them so many times that it pains me to think that he may blow up when I am not there and I can't defend them. He has told them before "Your mom is a heartless B****H." All because I used too much hot water taking a shower one morning. Or the day that he knew I was going to get in the shower with the girls so he runs in the other bathroom and takes a shower leaving us with cold water and two shivering little girls. How worthless can one person be. So when he gets them on his days I am scared to death how they will be taken care of. A part of me hopes and prays that he does sign away his rights. They will be better without him. If he is planning on leaving for good it is better he does it now rather than later. GRRR!!!